Calm your horse dicks! It’s his problem not yours!
Sometimes we don’t need another chance to express how we feel or to ask someone to understand our situation. Sometimes we just need a firm kick in the pants. An unsmiling expectation that if we mean all these wonderful things we talk about and sing about, then lets see something to prove it.
Don’t you just wanna spend it all? I hate that feeling -_-
Hate is that intense emotional dislike towards another person. It makes you wanna kill that person. Your eyes would be fired up. That rebellious fire growing inside your body like a stove being blazed into the high level. Then your ears would spit out smoke from that hatred of fire coming from the inside of your body. Then suddenly, all your emotions are turned off except for anger, hatred, and the suicidal emotions. You’re brain starts to manipulate the nerves that sends out adrenaline into your muscles. Those muscles will release a hormone like steroids that will transform you into a red monster slowly. And as you gradually change into a monster, that thought pops in your head saying that you don’t want to be a monster but you can’t help it. Finally, your body grows, your head, arms, and legs starts growing. The pupil in your eyes turned into a blazing fire. That fire from inside your body grew bigger as it started to burn through your skin, showing only the red hot lava fire. Then, your voice changes into a deep demonic voice. At last, you successfully turned into a red hot blazing fire monster looking for that person you hate. But suddenly, as soon as you reached the person; all that person can give you is love. Upon receiving love, your fire turns into the fire of love. Then quickly at a blink of an eye, you transformed back into a human being. But that thought saying, “I wanna kill that person”, is still inside your head. It’s crazy what hatred can do for you. No one likes to be that monster, but you have to be one sometimes in order to fight life’s problems.
No weed, no alcohol. Just normal water, juice, food, and girls. LOL I have to stay clean because they’re going to do a full drug and body test on me in a month from now.
If you got a group of people that know you have failed, but still love you, that’s when you know that they are your real friends. Your family. Now that’s something that you can’t find anywhere else in the world. It’s priceless.
You can’t waste time over missing something in the past. Life changes, people grow up and grow apart, and you accept that. Yet you still can’t stop thinking of how good it used to be; afraid you’ll never experience it again, afraid you’ve already lived it and already lost it.