I gotta take it easy for now. Life moves in a slow steady motion so I gotta go with the flow.
I don’t know how I’m going to start it but I’ll finish it sooner or later.
Reminiscing the good ol’ times with the crew has put a big smile on face. So glad I have met them and we’ve all stayed closed ever since. We’re planning on having a reunion soon! Pretty excited LOL
My goal right now is not to be too high nor too low. I’m either going to have successes or failures. The key is to keep moving forward with the same mentality that made me take my first step. That is, to be fearless at whatever I’m doing and always be ready for what lies ahead. Most importantly, if I can’t smile, I’ll laugh. :) :D
I’m the nicest guy you will ever meet and also the most asshole person you will meet. Society made me this way. People will always have something to tell you whether it is good or bad. That’s just the way it is. My perspective on that is to listen to everything everyone has to say about you. When someone compliments me, I continue doing what I’m good at. When someone makes a bad comment, I make sure I show that person they’re wrong. Those are the two sides of me. I have nothing to hide. This is how I am and I’m happy with the way I am. No one said you have to love me or hate me, it’s your choice. With that being put aside, I just love taking care of other people first before myself. In contrast, I protect myself at all cost.
The first thing you have to make sure before you fall in love with a girl is to check whether she has a crush on someone. Your goal is to erase that crush on her mind because the moment you ever do fall in love with her, she will compare you to that crush, therefore you have competition. That’s just how it works. Getting compared to someone else is one of my most hated shit that has happened to me, and I will make sure this doesn’t happen to anyone or at least to anyone that is close to me. I ain’t saying that I get jealous nor am I labeling myself as a bad person to love but that’s how she she stops loving you if you ever do make a mistake. Fuck relationships. I’ve never had so much fun being single in a while. The new friends I make and the best friends I have is all I need. I love meeting new people, chillin’ with them, and just simply take on the world with our own different perspectives. And of course, I can’t forget about my best friends. They have been there for me from the start. Friendship is what keeps me sane and I thank God for making such a beautiful bond. Friendship lasts forever. Why be in a relationship when you can have 100 times more fun with friends?
I actually like the way things are progressing right now. It’s just a matter of how much effort I have to put in order for this to keep going. I have to work hard for my future.
I like to do good deeds to other people because it just makes me feel good. But one thing I must not forget is that I also need to take care of myself once in a while. I can’t forget about myself.
Well…strangers again. I hate to say this but I really don’t have a choice. Even if life separates us, no matter where I end up, I’ll always be thankful. And I hope that where you end up, you’ll be thankful too.
Have you ever thought of a person and wonder if they are thinking of you as well?
I am seriously thankful for people who never left me from the beginning. People who have seen me at my worst and that tried to help me even if I was pushing them away. People have turned their backs against me, but y’all stayed. Even if I didn’t wanted you guys to stay, y’all still stayed. That’s true fucking dedication right there and I want to take this time and honour you guys. You guys know who you are and I am blessed to have you guys in my life. You guys were there for me no matter what. I even stopped you guys for avenging because I didn’t want you guys to get into trouble. Thank you guys for real. I am only taking this in now because I am now realizing the effort you guys put. And I am not embarrassed to say that I am crying as I write this because y’all are my family. Thank you and I hope to be there for you guys when needed help.
I smile with my little eyes something that is happy :)